blobby

guten tag :P... yeah i really got NO idea wtf im doing here s0o0o bear with it or fuck off :D THIS ISNT ME. IM NOT MECHANICAL. .x. DOOM .x. FOR ANYONE WHOR CARES: got a 'public' lj account... www.livejournal.com/users/la_rah_ check it! \\\\\\\\\\\\\\\ at present i can no longer be b0therd uploading f0t0s and/OR updating frequently. my msn.myspace thingyy is updated alot more and is less time consuming in uploading f0t0s... sooo that is where they shall get dumped from now////////////////////////// "Death Blooms"- mudvayne Cold seems crippling lame meander through corridors aroma's thick with age mark off the day reflections of my life are fading Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in, Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost in, A structure that's collapsing don't want it cast into, Maker take the body don't want it wants me Past has found its place salvation is no more will god accept my peace bleached will pardon me reflections of my life are fading Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in, Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost in, A structure that's collapsing don't want it cast into, Maker take the body don't want it wants me I just want to run fly kites wrestle jump and play Swim through waves that crash to shore memories in me cocooned in misery I'm sick and tired of embracing reflections of past time receive me or cast me away ...god please take me away resistance futile suicidal ideas I will crucify my own being satisfy selfish needs fuck the deities justify my own right to what's waiting for me On the other side the time has come lock and load I'm coming I'm coming I'm coming I'm coming home Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in, Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in, Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in, Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost in, A structure that's collapsing descending don't want it, Maker take the body don't want it wants me, Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in, Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost in, A structure that's collapsing descending don't want it, Maker take the body don't want it wants me I just want to run fly kites wrestle jump and play Swim through waves that crash to shore memories in me cocooned in misery The darkness overcomes soul soars to the other plain Existence past the door I sail through purgatory's bay I asked a god for poison cradle me sown to my dreams souls searching death blossoms where clouds lie over me held in god's hands death blooming Dark for fear of failure an inner gloom as wide as an eye and fermenting roiling hate death grip in my veins unveiling rancid petals flowering forth foul nectar the space between a blink and a tear ...death blooms. "My skin is singed, but it heals my heart, with glowing pride I'll wear my scars, I'm honored by your hatred" your from Malleus Malifcarium. You stand for self-multilating and proud Davey! You know other people may judge you, and that doesn't bother you at all. What AFI lyric are you? brought to you by Quizilla Video code provided by Music Video Codes -=remember necro boys- dead girls dont say no =- ][ leprechauns fairys and magickal mushr0oms ][ dead girls dance they burn and twirl.... im gunnna sing the d0om song now doom doom dooom dooom dooom d0omy d0omy d0omy doom... *ahem* okay so heres a bit about me... My name is Lara , im 7teen and i live in the western suburbs of sydney *does westside thingy* or to be more specifik in a hole known as blacktown. i love music, Danni filth *dr0ols*, kicking stuff, V, corsets, butterfly knives, fantasy knives , knives in general, dunhills, FIRE ,"film", tat0os , peircings , screaming , handcuffs, eyeliner , big b0ots , black nail polish , manson, spikes, black satin sheets =)!, coke, alcohol, sleeping, concerts and moshpits, coffee, bl0od, being on a high! , PVC, sugar, hippies, electrical tape, joey jordinson, dark-minded people, crazy people, NIN, doing stupid and mainly illegal things with friends!, stealing signs,>PIE<, duct tape, red roses >.< , safety pins , industrial peircings ,glow sticks, LOUD music, barbed wire, johnny the homicidal maniac, bondagey stuff, sleep-like substances and i have an unatural obsession with candey!!! [[[ with an 'e' and i will not call them lollies *cries*]] - especially gummi bears. i dont take compliments to well -and will often ch0ose to ignore them =p i like to go to le city and in particular newt0wn. i really hate blacktown. i really hate homophobes, narrow-minded people , people blinded by their religous beliefs,attention cutters and attention smokers. i believe that there is NOTHING more BEAUTIFUL then boys kissing. i luff [all kinds of]metal and industrial musick. [[as well as rock//alternative//electronica//dance etc..]] (but am NOT limited t0,) i like to blob- its wat i do.... w0ot .::: god is in the tv :::. im living in cyber-space w0o0o0o0o0o watch all the sirKuts and electikal cords... electrickal cords? there ARE no elecktirkcal cords :O SHOCK HORROr.... *blob* THIS SITE WAS CREATED ON THE 2ND OF JANUARY 2005